Friday, March 07, 2003

morning, todae is peishan's bday. happy bday, peishan. it was fun knowing u ya. legs feeling sore still. the hurricanes not that nice thouhg, but i'll try, won give up. later still got seesion. don know wan to go or not. she doesnt seem to wan me to be there. anyway, theres aaron to talk and teach her, so never mind. rap asked me if i wanted to go to the nus open house talk todae. think i'm too tried to go, rest at home and break later better, hee. this few daes wake up oso never see any mornin sms from her. wonder if this is a start of anything or the end of anything, haha. argh, don know oso la, hee. think this few daes she like ignoring me, maybe its just my imagination.

saw weilin yesterdae, jasmyn fren. kinda regretted it. didnt get to know her frens better when we were together and after we are not together den i know her. she's a rilly nice person, i'm glad she's there to look out for her. she oso wan to learn handstand, think she can do it lo, she's rather strong. keep it up, weilin.

hmmmm, think she's not going to sms me todae. think i'll leave her alone den.

ben, don worry abt ada that much ya, think she knows wat she wan, and i think she still wans u. jem, don worry abt yiwen. if she's yurs, she's yurs. u know sometimes when pp break up, they still go out with their ex, not because of anything, just because it was a peaceful break up, no hard feelings and they are so used to be together. i got a fren who still go cycling with his ex, because they are so used to each other company. maybe she just wan to talk to someone else that she used to talk to. it doesnt mean anything. even if it does mean anything, pressing her abt it would probably make her feel suffocated and stuff lidat. its guys nature to be possesive and i don think thats anything wrong with that. learn to be ignorant and forgetful. just remember that she's yurs for the taking. other pp doesnt matter. take care ar, brothers. maybe somedae we shld sit down and talk shit out, always feel its helpful. haiz, being a guy just suck, lol.

just thnkful to be alive - bert
miss u, ...... .
gilbert at 5:41 PM [comment]

{I hear voices, voices only half as humane as mine..}